Saturday, January 29, 2011
I'm thinking WHAT THE HELL?!
Pana o sa apara altceva sau naiba stie ce se va intampla, asta este noua mea melodie. Eu chiar imi spun "WHAT THE HELL?" si de azi inainte ma voi schimba la maxim si nu o zic doar de florile marului....vorbesc serios :)
Monday, January 24, 2011
Let's see...have you ever
LEGENDA JOS!
01) Bought everyone in the pub a drink
02) Swam with wild dolphins
03) Climbed a mountain
04) Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
05) Been inside the Great Pyramid
06) Held a tarantula.
07) Taken a candlelit bath with someone
08) Said ‘I love you’ and meant it
09) Hugged a tree
10) Done a striptease
11) Bungee jumped
12) Visited Paris
13) Watched a lightning storm at sea
14) Stayed up all night long, and watch the sun rise
15) Seen the Northern Lights
16) Gone to a huge sports game
17) Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa
18) Grown and eaten your own vegetables
19) Touched an iceberg
20) Slept under the stars
21) Changed a baby’s diaper
22) Taken a trip in a hot air balloon
23) Watched a meteor shower
24) Gotten drunk on champagne
25) Given more than you can afford to charity
26) Looked up at the night sky through a telescope
27) Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment
28) Had a food fight
29) Bet on a winning horse
30) Taken a sick day when you’re not ill
31) Asked out a stranger
32) Had a snowball fight
33) Photocopied your bottom on the office photocopier
34) Screamed as loudly as you possibly can
35) Held a lamb
36) Enacted a favorite fantasy
37) Taken a midnight skinny dip
38) Taken an ice cold bath
39) Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar
40) Seen a total eclipse
41) Ridden a roller coaster
42) Hit a home run
43) Fit three weeks miraculously into three days
44) Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking
45) Adopted an accent for an entire day
46) Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
47) Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment
48) Had two hard drives for your computer
49) Visited all 50 states of USA
50) Loved your job for all accounts
51) Taken care of someone who was shit faced
52) Had enough money to be truly satisfied
53) Had amazing friends
54) Danced with a stranger in a foreign country
55) Watched wild whales
56) Stolen a sign
57) Backpacked in Europe
58) Taken a road-trip
59) Rock climbing
60) Lied to foreign government’s official in that country to avoid notice
61) Midnight walk on the beach
62) Sky diving
63) Visited Ireland
64) Been heartbroken longer then you were actually in love
65) In a restaurant, sat at a stranger’s table and had a meal with them
66) Visited Japan
67) Benchpressed your own weight
68) Milked a cow
69) Alphabetized your records
70) Pretended to be a superhero
71) Sung karaoke
72) Lounged around in bed all day
73) Posed nude in front of strangers
74) Scuba diving
75) Got it on to “Let’s Get It On” by Marvin Gaye
76) Kissed in the rain
77) Played in the mud
78) Played in the rain
79) Gone to a drive-in theater
80) Done something you should regret, but don’t regret it
81) Visited the Great Wall of China
82) Discovered that someone who’s not supposed to have known about your blog has discovered your blog
83) Dropped Windows in favor of something better
84) Started a business
85) Fallen in love and not had your heart broken
86) Toured ancient sites
87) Taken a martial arts class
88) Sword fought for the honor of a woman
89) Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight
90) Gotten engaged
91) Been in a movie
92) Crashed a party
93) Loved someone you shouldn’t have
94) Kissed someone so passionately it made them dizzy
95) Gotten married
96) Had sex at the office
97) Gone without food for 5 days
98) Made cookies from scratch
99) Won first prize in a costume contest
100) Ridden a gondola in Venice
101) Gotten a tattoo
102) Found that the texture of some materials can turn you on
103) Gotten divorced
104) Been on television news programs as an “expert”
105) Got flowers for no reason
106) Masturbated in a public place
107) Got so drunk you don’t remember anything
108) Taken illegal drugs
109) Performed on stage
110) Been to Las Vegas
111) Recorded music
112) Eaten shark
113) Had a one-night stand
114) Gone to Thailand
115) Seen Siouxsie live
116) Bought a house
117) Been in a combat zone
118) Buried one/both of your parents
119) Shaved or waxed your pubic hair off
120) Been on a cruise ship
121) Spoken more than one language fluently
122) Gotten into a fight while attempting to defend someone
123) Bounced a check
124) Performed in Rocky Horror
125) Read - and understood - your credit report
126) Raised children
127) Recently bought and played with a favorite childhood toy
128) Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
129) Created and named your own constellation of stars
130) Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
131) Found out something significant that your ancestors did
132) Called or written your Congress person
133) Picked up and moved to another city to just start over
134) …more than once? - More than twice?
135) Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
136) Sang loudly in the car, and didn’t stop when you knew someone was looking
137) Had an abortion or your female partner did
138) Had plastic surgery
139) Survived an accident that you shouldn’t have survived
140) Wrote articles for a large publication
141) Lost over 100 pounds
142) Held someone while they were having a flashback
143) Piloted an airplane
144) Petted a stingray
145) Broken someone’s heart
146) Helped an animal give birth
147) Been fired or laid off from a job
148) Won money on a T.V. game show
149) Broken a bone
150) Killed a human being
151) Gone on an African photo safari
152) Ridden a motorcycle
153) Driven any land vehicle at a speed of greater than 100 mph
154) Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced
155) Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol
156) Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
157) Ridden a horse
158) Had major surgery
159) Had sex on a moving train
160) Had a snake as a pet
161) Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
162) Slept through an entire flight: takeoff, flight, and landing
163) Slept for more than 30 hours
164) Visited lots of foreign countries
165) Visited all 7 continents
166) Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
167) Eaten kangaroo meat
168) Fallen in love at an ancient Mayan burial ground
169) Been a sperm or egg donor
170) Eaten sushi
171) Had your picture in the newspaper
172) Had 2 - (or more) healthy romantic relationships for over a year in your lifetime
173) Changed someone’s mind about something you care deeply about
174) Gotten someone fired for their actions
175) Gone back to school
176) Parasailed
177) Changed your name
178) Petted a cockroach
179) Eaten fried green tomatoes.
180) Read The Iliad
181) Selected one “important” author who you missed in school, and read
182) Dined in a restaurant and stolen silverware, plates, cups because your apartment needed them
183) …and gotten 86ed from the restaurant because you did it so many times, they figured out it was you
184) Taught yourself an art from scratch
185) Killed and prepared an animal for eating
186) Apologized to someone years after inflicting the hurt
187) Skipped all your school reunions
188) Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language
189) Been elected to public office
190) Written your own computer language
191) Thought to yourself that you’re living your dream
192) Had to put someone you love into hospice care
193) Built your own PC from parts
194) Sold your own artwork to someone who didn’t know you
195) Had a booth at a street fair
196) Dyed your hair
197) Been a DJ
198) Found out someone was going to dump you via LiveJournal
199) Written your own role playing game
200) Been arrested
I did it
I'm gonna do it
In concluzie..:| am facut multe :))
01) Bought everyone in the pub a drink
02) Swam with wild dolphins
03) Climbed a mountain
04) Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
05) Been inside the Great Pyramid
06) Held a tarantula.
07) Taken a candlelit bath with someone
08) Said ‘I love you’ and meant it
09) Hugged a tree
10) Done a striptease
11) Bungee jumped
12) Visited Paris
13) Watched a lightning storm at sea
14) Stayed up all night long, and watch the sun rise
15) Seen the Northern Lights
16) Gone to a huge sports game
17) Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa
18) Grown and eaten your own vegetables
19) Touched an iceberg
20) Slept under the stars
21) Changed a baby’s diaper
22) Taken a trip in a hot air balloon
23) Watched a meteor shower
24) Gotten drunk on champagne
25) Given more than you can afford to charity
26) Looked up at the night sky through a telescope
27) Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment
28) Had a food fight
29) Bet on a winning horse
30) Taken a sick day when you’re not ill
31) Asked out a stranger
32) Had a snowball fight
33) Photocopied your bottom on the office photocopier
34) Screamed as loudly as you possibly can
35) Held a lamb
36) Enacted a favorite fantasy
37) Taken a midnight skinny dip
38) Taken an ice cold bath
39) Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar
40) Seen a total eclipse
41) Ridden a roller coaster
42) Hit a home run
43) Fit three weeks miraculously into three days
44) Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking
45) Adopted an accent for an entire day
46) Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
47) Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment
48) Had two hard drives for your computer
49) Visited all 50 states of USA
50) Loved your job for all accounts
51) Taken care of someone who was shit faced
52) Had enough money to be truly satisfied
53) Had amazing friends
54) Danced with a stranger in a foreign country
55) Watched wild whales
56) Stolen a sign
57) Backpacked in Europe
58) Taken a road-trip
59) Rock climbing
60) Lied to foreign government’s official in that country to avoid notice
61) Midnight walk on the beach
62) Sky diving
63) Visited Ireland
64) Been heartbroken longer then you were actually in love
65) In a restaurant, sat at a stranger’s table and had a meal with them
66) Visited Japan
67) Benchpressed your own weight
68) Milked a cow
69) Alphabetized your records
70) Pretended to be a superhero
71) Sung karaoke
72) Lounged around in bed all day
73) Posed nude in front of strangers
74) Scuba diving
75) Got it on to “Let’s Get It On” by Marvin Gaye
76) Kissed in the rain
77) Played in the mud
78) Played in the rain
79) Gone to a drive-in theater
80) Done something you should regret, but don’t regret it
81) Visited the Great Wall of China
82) Discovered that someone who’s not supposed to have known about your blog has discovered your blog
83) Dropped Windows in favor of something better
84) Started a business
85) Fallen in love and not had your heart broken
86) Toured ancient sites
87) Taken a martial arts class
88) Sword fought for the honor of a woman
89) Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight
90) Gotten engaged
91) Been in a movie
92) Crashed a party
93) Loved someone you shouldn’t have
94) Kissed someone so passionately it made them dizzy
95) Gotten married
96) Had sex at the office
97) Gone without food for 5 days
98) Made cookies from scratch
99) Won first prize in a costume contest
100) Ridden a gondola in Venice
101) Gotten a tattoo
102) Found that the texture of some materials can turn you on
103) Gotten divorced
104) Been on television news programs as an “expert”
105) Got flowers for no reason
106) Masturbated in a public place
107) Got so drunk you don’t remember anything
108) Taken illegal drugs
109) Performed on stage
110) Been to Las Vegas
111) Recorded music
112) Eaten shark
113) Had a one-night stand
114) Gone to Thailand
115) Seen Siouxsie live
116) Bought a house
117) Been in a combat zone
118) Buried one/both of your parents
119) Shaved or waxed your pubic hair off
120) Been on a cruise ship
121) Spoken more than one language fluently
122) Gotten into a fight while attempting to defend someone
123) Bounced a check
124) Performed in Rocky Horror
125) Read - and understood - your credit report
126) Raised children
127) Recently bought and played with a favorite childhood toy
128) Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
129) Created and named your own constellation of stars
130) Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
131) Found out something significant that your ancestors did
132) Called or written your Congress person
133) Picked up and moved to another city to just start over
134) …more than once? - More than twice?
135) Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
136) Sang loudly in the car, and didn’t stop when you knew someone was looking
137) Had an abortion or your female partner did
138) Had plastic surgery
139) Survived an accident that you shouldn’t have survived
140) Wrote articles for a large publication
141) Lost over 100 pounds
142) Held someone while they were having a flashback
143) Piloted an airplane
144) Petted a stingray
145) Broken someone’s heart
146) Helped an animal give birth
147) Been fired or laid off from a job
148) Won money on a T.V. game show
149) Broken a bone
150) Killed a human being
151) Gone on an African photo safari
152) Ridden a motorcycle
153) Driven any land vehicle at a speed of greater than 100 mph
154) Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced
155) Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol
156) Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
157) Ridden a horse
158) Had major surgery
159) Had sex on a moving train
160) Had a snake as a pet
161) Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
162) Slept through an entire flight: takeoff, flight, and landing
163) Slept for more than 30 hours
164) Visited lots of foreign countries
165) Visited all 7 continents
166) Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
167) Eaten kangaroo meat
168) Fallen in love at an ancient Mayan burial ground
169) Been a sperm or egg donor
170) Eaten sushi
171) Had your picture in the newspaper
172) Had 2 - (or more) healthy romantic relationships for over a year in your lifetime
173) Changed someone’s mind about something you care deeply about
174) Gotten someone fired for their actions
175) Gone back to school
176) Parasailed
177) Changed your name
178) Petted a cockroach
179) Eaten fried green tomatoes.
180) Read The Iliad
181) Selected one “important” author who you missed in school, and read
182) Dined in a restaurant and stolen silverware, plates, cups because your apartment needed them
183) …and gotten 86ed from the restaurant because you did it so many times, they figured out it was you
184) Taught yourself an art from scratch
185) Killed and prepared an animal for eating
186) Apologized to someone years after inflicting the hurt
187) Skipped all your school reunions
188) Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language
189) Been elected to public office
190) Written your own computer language
191) Thought to yourself that you’re living your dream
192) Had to put someone you love into hospice care
193) Built your own PC from parts
194) Sold your own artwork to someone who didn’t know you
195) Had a booth at a street fair
196) Dyed your hair
197) Been a DJ
198) Found out someone was going to dump you via LiveJournal
199) Written your own role playing game
200) Been arrested
I did it
I'm gonna do it
In concluzie..:| am facut multe :))
Sunday, January 23, 2011
I hate you. I love you
well l hope this gives you an idea about what am trying to tell you.
HIM:
Yup, you're telling me that you are a hopeless romantic that believes in love at first sight. To each their own; personally I don't believe in love at first sight. My one big problem with the concept is that -- though I do believe you can fall in love with someone-- I, also, believe falling in love doesn't just happen. it isn't spontanious.
It doesn't happen in a matter of seconds, minutes, hours, or days, it takes weeks and months to fall in love. An individual doesn't truely love someone when they first see them, or actually love them on the second visit. What most don't realize is that it's chemistry, not love. It's that same Chemistry that says "Yes, I COULD fall in love with so and so" and not "Yes I am in love with so and so" why the difference, because you can't love someone you don't know. You can love the ideal of it, the dream of it, the possiblity of it, but you can't love someone you've just met on the street.
Love takes knowing someones in and outs, there vice's, quirks, and nit picks. It's knowing what makes them tic and realising that, yes you may tic just fine on your own; but, something about that person's tic makes each of your tics just a bit more possitive, with a bit more bounce and a bit more life. And yes there may be others that can do that; BUT, that one individual does it in such a way that you just adore, and don't wish to ever want to be with out it. That's love, and it takes time to get there.
And that... That doesn't happen with someone you just meet on the street. So I'm sorry my friend, you're confused, it's not love you feel for me. It's only the dream of what may be, playing tricks with your heart.
ME: But this feeling hasn't gone away. And I know you for so many years. This is love!
HIM: No, it's not. You just think it's love, but it's not love.
ME: Why won't you give us a chance? Why won't you give this a chance?
HIM: I love someone else. When I saw her I knew it was love...love at first sight.
ME: But love at first sight doesn't exist. You said so yourself. What you're feeling is illusion. You are living a dream, it's just a trick your heart is playing on you.
HIM: No, it's love. I know it's love...
ME: Be it what you want, I shall not wait forever...
Months pass by.... and so my feelings....
HIM: I hope you understand what I'm trying to tell you.
ME: You're too late. My feelings have dried like the rose in the wind. Right now...I actually don't know what to say, but I believe I have moved on. You didn't make the correct choice and now you can't do anything about it.
HIM: Find it in your heart you take me back. I now see what you were trying to tell me.
ME: Let me be....It's a bit late for forgiveness. You broke my heart and now you're breaking your own. How does it feel?...
PS: Urasc momentele astea :|
Saturday, January 22, 2011
Oh, Good Morning...
...I see the assassins have failed....
Da, sa incepem. Asta e o dedicatie pentru toti cei care au incercat sa ma aduca la nivelul lor....adica mai jos. Unii au reusit, dar m-am ridicat si acum vreau sa va spun ceva....
1. Nu m-ati facut mai slaba, mi-ati dat mai multa putere.
2. Nu v-am ascultat rahaturile, doar m-am prefacut ca-mi pasa.
3. Nu m-am luat dupa voi, mi-am urmat inima.
4. Nu am renuntat la nimic, doar dau impresia asta.
5. Nu m-ati prostit, am devenit mai inteleapta.
6. Nu m-ati transformat intr-un sclav, m-ati facut o luptatoare.
7. Nu am stat sa va astept, am mers mai departe.
8. Nu o sa va duc lipsa, chiar e mai bine acum.
9. Nu va voi accepta inapoi, chiar daca uneori ma intreb cum ar fi daca erati aici.
10. Nu v-am considerat superiori, inca va vad ca niste paraziti.
Poti sa stai acolo, in lumea ta si sa-mi spui ca ceea ce fac nu e bine, ca ar trebui sa nu mai visez la cai verzi pe pereti, ca nu mai arat la fel de bine ca acum 2 secunde ca ar trebui sa ma maturizez, ca tu arati mai bine decat mine... Asculta aici, iubire. Nu-mi esti superior, nu esti mai bun decat mine, nu esti seful meu. Poti sa dai drumul la motor, sa vorbesti ca o moara stricata, sa-mi impui tot felul de cacaturi d'ale tale, dar trebuie sa stii ca nu te ascult si ca niciodata nu te voi asculta.
Si apropo, cand imi pun ceva in minte nu ma razgandesc. Cand vreau ceva, nu ma las pana nu il am. Ce nu intelegi? Mai bine o iei la vale, sau cum spune Geo, "faci stanga imprejur si te duci acasa!"
Da, sa incepem. Asta e o dedicatie pentru toti cei care au incercat sa ma aduca la nivelul lor....adica mai jos. Unii au reusit, dar m-am ridicat si acum vreau sa va spun ceva....
1. Nu m-ati facut mai slaba, mi-ati dat mai multa putere.
2. Nu v-am ascultat rahaturile, doar m-am prefacut ca-mi pasa.
3. Nu m-am luat dupa voi, mi-am urmat inima.
4. Nu am renuntat la nimic, doar dau impresia asta.
5. Nu m-ati prostit, am devenit mai inteleapta.
6. Nu m-ati transformat intr-un sclav, m-ati facut o luptatoare.
7. Nu am stat sa va astept, am mers mai departe.
8. Nu o sa va duc lipsa, chiar e mai bine acum.
9. Nu va voi accepta inapoi, chiar daca uneori ma intreb cum ar fi daca erati aici.
10. Nu v-am considerat superiori, inca va vad ca niste paraziti.
Poti sa stai acolo, in lumea ta si sa-mi spui ca ceea ce fac nu e bine, ca ar trebui sa nu mai visez la cai verzi pe pereti, ca nu mai arat la fel de bine ca acum 2 secunde ca ar trebui sa ma maturizez, ca tu arati mai bine decat mine... Asculta aici, iubire. Nu-mi esti superior, nu esti mai bun decat mine, nu esti seful meu. Poti sa dai drumul la motor, sa vorbesti ca o moara stricata, sa-mi impui tot felul de cacaturi d'ale tale, dar trebuie sa stii ca nu te ascult si ca niciodata nu te voi asculta.
Si apropo, cand imi pun ceva in minte nu ma razgandesc. Cand vreau ceva, nu ma las pana nu il am. Ce nu intelegi? Mai bine o iei la vale, sau cum spune Geo, "faci stanga imprejur si te duci acasa!"
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
P.S.I love you
She wants to be noticed
She rises in the morning,
And sleeps in the dark.
Though nobody is looking,
She's falling apart.
No one notices
The quiet girl
Who sits in the corner,
In her invisible world.
She wants to be noticed.
She wants to be heard.
But since no one listens,
She doesn't say a word.
This is for anyone
Who's felt the pain of being alone,
Whether standing on the outside of the crowd,
Or sitting quietly at home.
People need laughter,
People need friends.
It's a factor of life
That just never ends.
So if you happen to notice the girl
With tear stained marks,
Bring her into the light
And out of the dark.
Alone
I lay here in bed
As thoughts fill my head.
Does he love me?
Can he see?
My heart is thriving,
It is starving
For love..
Like a bird flying above.
Now I'm drifting to sleep.
My love for him will keep.
Forever until I die,
Waiting for his reply,
Does he love me?
We will soon see....
for when we feel melancholic
And sleeps in the dark.
Though nobody is looking,
She's falling apart.
No one notices
The quiet girl
Who sits in the corner,
In her invisible world.
She wants to be noticed.
She wants to be heard.
But since no one listens,
She doesn't say a word.
This is for anyone
Who's felt the pain of being alone,
Whether standing on the outside of the crowd,
Or sitting quietly at home.
People need laughter,
People need friends.
It's a factor of life
That just never ends.
So if you happen to notice the girl
With tear stained marks,
Bring her into the light
And out of the dark.
Alone
I lay here in bed
As thoughts fill my head.
Does he love me?Can he see?
My heart is thriving,
It is starving
For love..
Like a bird flying above.
Now I'm drifting to sleep.
My love for him will keep.
Forever until I die,
Waiting for his reply,
Does he love me?
We will soon see....
for when we feel melancholic
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
Cand inca mai visam..
NODM-am innodat,
Si nu mai pot sa ma deznod.
M-am innodat cu un nor
Si la fiecare miscare ploua...
M-am innodat cu o raza de soare
Ce lumineaza prin ochii mei...
M-am innodat cu vant
Ce mi se incurca vesnic printre picioare...
si cad...
cu fata pe norul
cu care m-am innodat...
iar raza de soare imi usuca
lacrimile de ploaie...
SPERANTA
Ma prabusesc in propria-mi fiinta
Incerc sa ma agat
dar nu fac decat sa-mi zgarii
mai rau sufletul, ce-mi sangereaza.
Urlu in haosul durerii
Si nu-mi raspunde decat ecoul
...inimii mele...
Ma agat...
de crengi fragede
incoltite din samburii disperarii...
si
lacrimile mi se pierd undeva
sub talpi...
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